𝐁 𝐄 𝐓 𝐇 𝐀 𝐍 🦋

I am an autumn gworly thru and thruuu. Throw back to strolls in Central Park last November 🍂☕️🗽🐿️

2 years ago

Road trip back to the big smoke 🇬🇧💂🏼‍♂️🦢☎️🌳 but first… COFFEE.

Wearing @thatssofetchau 🔗 on storrrry xoxo

2 years ago

10 photos. No editing, no makeup, no false tan, no lash extensions, no acrylic nails, no hair extensions, no skinny knickers, no covering up. THIS IS ME posing and not posing. It’s easy to look good when you know your best angles!

A mean honestly I could be sick with the anxiety like but you know what I’ve actually built up the courage to post this and am proud of myself regardless! And I know people might actually be shocked because every previous photo has had its fair bit of Facetune and FaceApp and am not saying a won’t use them again becuase a do enjoy a good edit but for this one it’s staying rawrrrr.

Being in the public eye I feel pressure to deliver good content and that for me is looking good, living me best life and letting my personality and confidence shine through my social media, but not only is that not good content.. it’s a lie. This isn’t a reality that I’m living at the minute and I’m absolutely sick of feeling oppressed to pretending like I’m not having confidence and self esteem issues.

I’ve been living in Joggers for weeks! I bought a size 12 skinny jeans from Zara last week and they were TIGHT! Defo cut off the circulation to me knees. A should of got a 14 but I refused to think I had gained that much weight in the past year 🥴 I can feel myself becoming more and more quite on my story’s because of the way I feel inside about how I look and how others can see me.

RIGHT YEAHHHH I’ve gained

2 years ago