Noel Clarke
Noel Clarke
It should’ve been a big celebration. I’m more than halfway through life if I stay
healthy and that’s sobering. 10 years ago, my birthday was huge. Celebrated by many, filled with “friends” and I was figuratively and literally flying.
Here I sit 10 years later. Challenged in every way. physically and mentally, I been
through a trial where I’ve had to hear findings from a judge believing I did things I didn’t do, in rooms wasn’t even in. I’m not doing what I love, I owe a newspaper 6M+, who smugly want to make an example of me so nobody else ever tries them
and now the feds are dredging my life.
In my life I’ve had highs higher than most could imagine and lows Lower than most could handle.
And I say that with respect. It’s all relative. I mean shit, I’m not being bombed like some people in the world are.
But I see clearly now. My instincts were always right, when I used to tell colleagues I wasn’t sure about people on a first meet. I was right. Learn to trust your gut.
And ALL those “friends.” None are still around. I’ve seen them all for who they are and I’m not sure many of them could survive this. A lot of Actors “Act” like the people they “think” you want them to be. I never did that, I’m just me, real, too real. Flaws and all…
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The POSITIVE is this - Any of you over the age of 3 or with half a brain should be able to see this for what it was. From the hysterical “monster” hea
14I genuinely hope that you’re all having a great time. The feeling that a lot of us get this time of year, the kindness, the smiles, the peace for all men, should be felt all the time and the world would be a better place. Unfortunately it’s not, and people move with spite and vindictiveness. In some cases only except when these few weeks come around; but if we all try a little more then maybe things will start to change.
Be a beckon of light. A flare of compassion and understating in the darkness that are these current times and never lose who you are and what you know about your soul. Accept nothing else, no matter what. Enjoy your loved ones and people you care about because lives change in a second.
Merry Christmas. Wishing you ALL the best going forward into 2026❤️🎄🎄❤️
14I’ve always been solitary. Never minded it. I liked it. it’s shaped me in a way. From being an only child to being a loner nobody wanted in a business they never wanted me in.
The last few years have been lonely. And If you don’t understand. Being solitary and being lonely are different.
What’s even more different is being Alone.
2025 was that. Being Alone.
I’m not a New year, new me person. I’m a damn beast. Driven, focussed, determined at all times. “Oh boo hoo, he’s so intense”. I’ll out work you, out hustle you, and never give up.
But being alone in 2025 showed me what really counts. Seeing people close to me, here one minute and gone the next in many different ways was enlightening.
The Pirahas tribe only use present tense and treat every single day as a new beginning. “Wash it off” they say referring to the previous day.
Well I’m washing off 2025. 2026 will be what it will be, I can’t control what I can’t control, but I’m ready to embrace it, love it, or fight it if I have to.
And if I have to do that alone. So be it.
They wish for shit they are not willing, and do not have the capacity to sweat for or cope with.
I f*cking live to be able to earn everything I achieve and be better. Always.
2026. Day 1. Let’s Go!
14THE POSITIVE OF THIS BIRTHDAY
It should’ve been a big celebration. I’m more than halfway through life if I stay
healthy and that’s sobering. 10 years ago, my birthday was huge. Celebrated by many, filled with “friends” and I was figuratively and literally flying.
Here I sit 10 years later. Challenged in every way. physically and mentally, I been
through a trial where I’ve had to hear findings from a judge believing I did things I didn’t do, in rooms wasn’t even in. I’m not doing what I love, I owe a newspaper 6M+, who smugly want to make an example of me so nobody else ever tries them
and now the feds are dredging my life.
In my life I’ve had highs higher than most could imagine and lows Lower than most could handle.
And I say that with respect. It’s all relative. I mean shit, I’m not being bombed like some people in the world are.
But I see clearly now. My instincts were always right, when I used to tell colleagues I wasn’t sure about people on a first meet. I was right. Learn to trust your gut.
And ALL those “friends.” None are still around. I’ve seen them all for who they are and I’m not sure many of them could survive this. A lot of Actors “Act” like the people they “think” you want them to be. I never did that, I’m just me, real, too real. Flaws and all…
—
The POSITIVE is this - Any of you over the age of 3 or with half a brain should be able to see this for what it was. From the hysterical “monster” hea
8 months ago
Merry Christmas.🎄🎄🎄🎄
I genuinely hope that you’re all having a great time. The feeling that a lot of us get this time of year, the kindness, the smiles, the peace for all men, should be felt all the time and the world would be a better place. Unfortunately it’s not, and people move with spite and vindictiveness. In some cases only except when these few weeks come around; but if we all try a little more then maybe things will start to change.
Be a beckon of light. A flare of compassion and understating in the darkness that are these current times and never lose who you are and what you know about your soul. Accept nothing else, no matter what. Enjoy your loved ones and people you care about because lives change in a second.
Merry Christmas. Wishing you ALL the best going forward into 2026❤️🎄🎄❤️
8 months ago
HAPPY NEW YEAR 🥳
I’ve always been solitary. Never minded it. I liked it. it’s shaped me in a way. From being an only child to being a loner nobody wanted in a business they never wanted me in.
The last few years have been lonely. And If you don’t understand. Being solitary and being lonely are different.
What’s even more different is being Alone.
2025 was that. Being Alone.
I’m not a New year, new me person. I’m a damn beast. Driven, focussed, determined at all times. “Oh boo hoo, he’s so intense”. I’ll out work you, out hustle you, and never give up.
But being alone in 2025 showed me what really counts. Seeing people close to me, here one minute and gone the next in many different ways was enlightening.
The Pirahas tribe only use present tense and treat every single day as a new beginning. “Wash it off” they say referring to the previous day.
Well I’m washing off 2025. 2026 will be what it will be, I can’t control what I can’t control, but I’m ready to embrace it, love it, or fight it if I have to.
And if I have to do that alone. So be it.
They wish for shit they are not willing, and do not have the capacity to sweat for or cope with.
I f*cking live to be able to earn everything I achieve and be better. Always.
2026. Day 1. Let’s Go!
8 months ago