☆ Mari Melody ☆

If I could make one wish, it would probably to have been born a morning person. How do you become a morning person if you’ve been a night owl your whole life? My cats have been waking me up at 6 am every morning and it’s starting to feel like a sign.
No matter how early I wake up, or how exhausted I am, come night time I get a resurgence of energy. I’ll roll around for hours wishing I was asleep. I’ll lay there with my eyes closed thinking about Jiu Jitsu out of all things. Practicing in my mind the things I learned so I don’t forget it. Next thing I know it’s 3 am again.

Actually, if I had one wish it’d probably be to either be born filthy rich or OR have the power to stop or go back in time…

What would yours be

a year ago

Does anyone else get antsy as Valentines day comes up
Like damn who’s trying to fall in love with me because 🤨
Or is that just my Libra Sun and Venus speaking
People always say “you need to be comfortable being single before you get in a relationship” when I complain about the single life and it’s like
Bro believe me I live a good life
I have no problem doing things alone
I just want to share it with someone
I want to spoil someone ya know
Who doesn’t like being in love
Crushes are fun but I don’t even have anyone to feel giddy about
It’s slim pickings

a year ago

My life has been so full lately
I thought I would be so sad without a roommate but
I’m making new friends everyday
I’m putting myself out there, trying new things
I love curating my own space
I love cooking for myself
I love taking care of myself and my home
It’s like a confirmation that this is who I am
It’s not a performance for anyone
I am the same if not better when no one is watching
I wish my days were longer
I used to wait for the time to pass but now I don’t have enough

a year ago