VH.
VH.
I loved the feeling of living in the moment, fully present and aware. focusing more on my personal life, on myself.
so let’s share some videos and photos from my trip, slowly reliving one of the most beautiful adventures of my life in a place that has always felt a little like home.
btw I’m slightly cringing at myself doing a voice-over in english, but hey, this is me stepping out of my comfort zone.
38When I first did my fertility checks, I honestly thought everything would be fine. I’m only 33, right? But the results showed something different, a low egg reserve and adenomyose.
The process hasn’t been easy. Cause at the end of the day you are doing this own your own and need to comfort yourself in bed when you are sad. But I also surprised myself with how strong I am, and how much love I can give myself in moments like these.
In a few weeks I’ll need to do another round to collect more eggs. I’m deeply aware and very thankful that I’m in the position I can do the social freezing and that I still have a chance on a baby.
I’m sharing this because I felt so scared to talk about this online and want conversations around fertility to become more open. It’s something so many people deal with silently. So if you’re going through something similar, I’m sending you my love, you’re not alone.
trust, and give it time.🤍
38my new column for @nlvogue is online telling you more about my dating life and my thoughts about dating with younger men.
need to put my aggression somewhere so back to boxing.
drinks in amsterdam at this new spot tuf tuf.
trying to get an infrared sauna session every week at renessence
coffee dates with @stephsa.
getting some new stuff at hunkemoller always fun to see myself in stores.
spending the days in oeteldonk to celebrate carnaval.
overstimulated is an understatement.
energetic healings.
baby fever it issss @kaesutherland
38I went on my very first solo trip and decided to postpone posting about it. I needed some time away after the last couple of months, time to be offline and simply live in the moment. to watch the sunset instead of my screen.
I loved the feeling of living in the moment, fully present and aware. focusing more on my personal life, on myself.
so let’s share some videos and photos from my trip, slowly reliving one of the most beautiful adventures of my life in a place that has always felt a little like home.
btw I’m slightly cringing at myself doing a voice-over in english, but hey, this is me stepping out of my comfort zone.
6 months ago
TW. Sharing this feels very vurnable. No, this isn’t a pregnancy announcement, but my bloated belly after a lot of hormone injections. Lately I’ve been in a traject cause I decided to freeze my eggs.
When I first did my fertility checks, I honestly thought everything would be fine. I’m only 33, right? But the results showed something different, a low egg reserve and adenomyose.
The process hasn’t been easy. Cause at the end of the day you are doing this own your own and need to comfort yourself in bed when you are sad. But I also surprised myself with how strong I am, and how much love I can give myself in moments like these.
In a few weeks I’ll need to do another round to collect more eggs. I’m deeply aware and very thankful that I’m in the position I can do the social freezing and that I still have a chance on a baby.
I’m sharing this because I felt so scared to talk about this online and want conversations around fertility to become more open. It’s something so many people deal with silently. So if you’re going through something similar, I’m sending you my love, you’re not alone.
trust, and give it time.🤍
6 months ago
the filmroll of a 32 year old unmarried childless woman.
my new column for @nlvogue is online telling you more about my dating life and my thoughts about dating with younger men.
need to put my aggression somewhere so back to boxing.
drinks in amsterdam at this new spot tuf tuf.
trying to get an infrared sauna session every week at renessence
coffee dates with @stephsa.
getting some new stuff at hunkemoller always fun to see myself in stores.
spending the days in oeteldonk to celebrate carnaval.
overstimulated is an understatement.
energetic healings.
baby fever it issss @kaesutherland
6 months ago